She nodded. “This place is a symbol. As am I. As are, at least to an extent, you.”
That gelled with some things Thruor had said. And some things I knew. “So, what is it a metaphor for?”
“Many things, but for right now, know that you cannot help the tree with what you find here.”
I nodded. “So, I have to go somewhere else, get what I need to help it, come back. Got it.” That did make a certain amount of sense, at least.
“Precisely.”
“Unfortunately, I seem to be stuck here.”
She paused at that. “There is a way out.”
“You know how I came here.” If I just…but if I couldn’t…I got my head back together with an effort of thought and will. “I do not know how to get back on my own.”
“And Old One Eye is not helping.”
I laughed sharply. “Which means he thinks I can get back on my own.” Honestly, that was the logic of the matter.
“Precisely.”
I realized she wasn’t going to help me. So…obvious ways out. Jump off the mountain? It might work, but if this place was a metaphor…
A dead tree. Stars. No water. A metaphor for…
No sun.
That was the other thing missing, and I knew it. No sun. I knew abruptly what I had to find.
A metaphor.
And I was also a metaphor, but a conscious one, a thinking and feeling being who was more than just a symbol. Although, I was not sure I minded being a symbol, for that matter.
A symbol of what to whom? “What happened to the sun?”
“You know what happened to it.”
I nodded. The cracked ground. The single mountain, with its cone. A volcano, of course, and the ground had been lava.
And the apple tree.
The apples of the gods.
This was a symbol and a test. And no, I could not fix this place, because it was a small echo of what would come if I failed my own personal test.
Muspelheim was dying.
Earth was not well.
This place was rebirth and if I burned the tree, I would say to them that it was time for that, that I was a danger to all.
If I watered it?
I did not know.